Because I'm me? I'm research guy who got kidnapped by your uncle and bit by him. I got Scott bitten because I like to sneak around. I'm awesome at helping the people I fucked over, but I still get people into trouble. I'm just the weird ADD kid who can't focus.

[ He looks away as he says it, as if not wanting to see Derek's reaction. Normally he doesn't voice such thoughts out loud, feeling melodramatic if he does, but right now... he can't stop himself. ]