[ open au ] moon baby

[benchwarming]

My pain is caused by my pleasure
And my soul mate lives in your body
I can't get you out of my head
It never goes away

( an au where stiles is a werewolf.
can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott,
or possibly after he was offered the bite.
maybe he was always a werewolf. )

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"I will," Stiles mutters, though his body is already arching towards Derek's, loving the dark look in his eyes. He flushes a little under the observance, but he spreads his legs, bending them up a little at the knee.

It's easy to tell when Derek finds it, both from feel and the fact that Stiles inhales softly, eyes fluttering closed.

[sassywolf]

He teases it for a bit, trying to recall the sensation himself one those few experimental sessions some of which may have included Kate but most of which stemmed from his own curiosity.

After feeling like he had worked it enough, he slipped the first digit inside, pressing slowly and carefully. He took a moment to match his breathing to Stiles as he moved it deeper.

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Stiles gave small hitching breaths as Derek worked him over and open, legs spreading wider and then Derek was pressing in, and he gave a small noise. It wasn't perfect, it was a little uncomfortable but it also felt interesting, and he breathed out deeply as Derek pressed his finger inside.

[sassywolf]

He gave Stiles a few strokes just to relax him as he pushed in as far as he was able before slowly dragging the finger back and doing his best to stretch Stiles from the inside before adding a second.

"Have you..." He felt a faint color rise onto his cheeks, "Ever done this before?"

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Stiles does relax at that, letting Derek press the digit into him and then out of him. He pushes his hips up when Derek adds the second finger with a little whimper, feeling the stretch and the burn.

"In the shower, once or twice just a finger or two," he breathes out, cheeks turning a rosy red. "Not with - not with anyone else."

[sassywolf]

He had been meaning to imply simply the finger thing but the idea of Stiles having never done this with anyone caused him to fluster.

"Sorry."

It almost made him want to stop for taking this away from Stiles, his fingers slowly scissoring and stretching him from the inside.

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"For what?" Stiles breathed out after a moment, opening his eyes and looking up at Derek, breathing out after a moment and catching his arms around the alpha's shoulders.

[sassywolf]

"For..." He looked away, "Taking this away from you."

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Stiles stills and then huffs, moving his hands so he can grasp Derek's face and turn it back towards him.

"Derek, you're not taking anything. If I didn't want this, I wouldn't be here," he said seriously, looking straight at the alpha. "We're sharing this."

[sassywolf]

Derek stares, stilled by Stiles actions and words before pushing forward to kiss him again. He's not sure if there's anything he could say in response to that, or even if he wants to. It fills him with all these conflicting emotions but it doesn't stop it from feeling any less wonderful when he's with Stiles' like this.

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Stiles gives a muffled noise when Derek moves forward to kiss him, sliding his hands over the back of the alpha, his mate. He pushes down against Derek's fingers, body still tight and hot and wanting.

He pulls back to speak, a little breathless for Derek and because of the way his hips shift down against his hand. "I want this. I want you, Derek."

[sassywolf]

He twists the fingers slowly inside Stiles, stretching him open bit by bit, almost finding it hard to comprehend that Stiles still wanted with. Wanted him.

"I want you," He murmurs back, pushing in deeper before pulling back, "I want you so much."

He could feel a part of him whining to keep this, to keep Stiles and his mate. The other part of him was warning, Don't fuck this up. Both parts were equally intimidating.

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Stiles gives a soft panting whine, body arching slightly as Derek touches him, and he rocks down into the fingers after a moment.

His fingers slide to bury in Derek's hair, his cheeks flushing for a different reason, pleased.

"I probably find that as strange as me wanting you," he says, but smiles. "I know both are true. You're not lying to me."

[sassywolf]

He pushes in deeper before pulling his fingers out of Stiles completely, moving to press him into another kiss.

"I know. I know you weren't lying either," And there's a small but visible smile there when he pulls away.

[benchwarming]

Stiles whines softly at Derek when he pulls his fingers out, tugging on his hair as the alpha kisses him.

"Duh. Super werewolf hearing and all," he mumbles when Derek pulls away, a small smile on his face still.

[sassywolf]

He growls, but it's a content noise as he lines himself up to push in, "And the heightened sense of smell."

[benchwarming]

"I'm still getting used to that one," Stiles says, letting out a small noise when Derek presses against him. "For instance - arousal is definitely something I'm learning right now -"

[sassywolf]

"Mm," he moves in slowly, giving Stiles ample time to adjust, "And how is it?"

[benchwarming]

Stiles still keens softly, having to think for a moment before he can respond. "It's good," he pants out softly. "Definitely good, sorta smells like candy if I'm honest."

[sassywolf]

Derek gives a nod, seeing how Stiles could relate the two, "There is a sort of -- sweetness to it."

He pushes in deeper until he's filling Stiles up as much as he can manage.

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"Sweet's one way to put it," Stiles said, only all his breath was stolen as Derek pressed right up against him and he whimpered a little. He was stretched, tight and it hurt a little but even that eased to a dull throb as he clung to Derek. He felt full, and Derek was inside him, oh god.

"Oh my god," He said out loud, flushing red a little.

[sassywolf]

"Is it okay?" He knew Stiles wasn't human now, he knew he could take it but it didn't stop him from asking and from making sure. He wanted this to be okay, he wanted Stiles to be okay with this and maybe even more than that.

This was his first time, he wanted to make sure it felt good in everywhere. He wanted to make sure Stiles wouldn't suddenly regret it. He felt so tight and warm around him though that the words were almost chocked out, his cheeks flushed, finding the sensation to be so different than those times with Kate.

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"Its awesome!" Stiles said emphatically when he could find the breath too, shifting his hips down a little and then hissing. "Just - don't move yet, christ, you're big, and don't smile about that. Lemme get used to you."

He didn't actually know if Derek was smiling, but he didn't want all the praise to go to his head. He still pulled on Derek's shoulders with his arms, asking for a kiss wordlessly and tilting his head back.

[sassywolf]

He may have sort of smirked at the back handed compliment but did his best to hide it. Hiding it in a kiss would be easier so as soon as the invitation was there, Derek was moving with the force that was Stiles. He brushed his lips over the teen's slow and soft at first, then pressed a little harder with a little more conviction and love and gratitude. A sort of thank you if Derek was feeling particularly honest with himself.

His hands wrapped around Stiles' back, bringing him closer which may have inevitably made him slide out just a little bit.

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Stiles moans softly into the kiss, legs flexing to move tighter around Derek. The inevitable shift and slip make him whine, clenching down around Derek.

"I think - yeah," he says after a moment, trying to shift his hips down. "We're good." He bites Derek's lower lip in encouragement.