My pain is caused by my pleasure And my soul mate lives in your body I can't get you out of my head It never goes away
( an au where stiles is a werewolf. can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott, or possibly after he was offered the bite. maybe he was always a werewolf. )
"You're definitely already doing that," Stiles agrees breathlessly, licking at his lips and then rubbing his hips up as he arched his body, feeling his erection start to return and enjoying the sensation of rubbing against Derek.
He gave a little bit of a groan, feeling himself already starting to leak pre-come as he grinds against Stiles, mind whirring with what action they should be taking next but failing to remember what they had talked about before the mutual blow-jobs thing.
He couldn't really figure out how to ask again either though so he just kissed Stiles again desperately and let his body keep on with this for awhile longer.
Stiles kept rocking his body up, but he remembered what he'd asked of Derek. After a moment, he pulls away from the kiss to find Derek's hand, pulling it up to his mouth and, finding his middle and index fingers, sucks at them after a moment with a roll of his hips.
It's a move he's seen in porn and he's sure it looks dumb but yeah, Derek opening him up is something he's thought about a lot.
Derek is pretty sure Stiles doesn't look dumb, at least not with his cheeks flushed in they manner the seem to be constantly, regardless of whether he's a werewolf or not. The teen's body against his own is also incredibly alluring and after a moment he clues into what it was Stiles wanted him to do as well.
"I have lube," he mumbles after a moment, though he honestly wouldn't mind taking Stiles like this either.
Stiles mumbles something around Derek's fingers, then slides them out, his hips rolling up again, their erections rubbing against each other slickly. "Please," he says, his voice going deeper as he licks his lips again.
"If it hurts, tell me," he mumbles, eyes darkening as he watches Stiles' tongue dart out to wet his lips.
He's careful with his hand, pulling away from Stiles even though the friction is so nice, he takes a moment to admire how Stiles is laid out before him instead, running one hand along his hips and thighs. He nudges his legs apart and slips his hand between them and against Stiles' skin, searching for the tight ring of muscles presently hidden from his view.
"I will," Stiles mutters, though his body is already arching towards Derek's, loving the dark look in his eyes. He flushes a little under the observance, but he spreads his legs, bending them up a little at the knee.
It's easy to tell when Derek finds it, both from feel and the fact that Stiles inhales softly, eyes fluttering closed.
He teases it for a bit, trying to recall the sensation himself one those few experimental sessions some of which may have included Kate but most of which stemmed from his own curiosity.
After feeling like he had worked it enough, he slipped the first digit inside, pressing slowly and carefully. He took a moment to match his breathing to Stiles as he moved it deeper.
Stiles gave small hitching breaths as Derek worked him over and open, legs spreading wider and then Derek was pressing in, and he gave a small noise. It wasn't perfect, it was a little uncomfortable but it also felt interesting, and he breathed out deeply as Derek pressed his finger inside.
He gave Stiles a few strokes just to relax him as he pushed in as far as he was able before slowly dragging the finger back and doing his best to stretch Stiles from the inside before adding a second.
"Have you..." He felt a faint color rise onto his cheeks, "Ever done this before?"
Stiles does relax at that, letting Derek press the digit into him and then out of him. He pushes his hips up when Derek adds the second finger with a little whimper, feeling the stretch and the burn.
"In the shower, once or twice just a finger or two," he breathes out, cheeks turning a rosy red. "Not with - not with anyone else."
"For what?" Stiles breathed out after a moment, opening his eyes and looking up at Derek, breathing out after a moment and catching his arms around the alpha's shoulders.
Stiles stills and then huffs, moving his hands so he can grasp Derek's face and turn it back towards him.
"Derek, you're not taking anything. If I didn't want this, I wouldn't be here," he said seriously, looking straight at the alpha. "We're sharing this."
Derek stares, stilled by Stiles actions and words before pushing forward to kiss him again. He's not sure if there's anything he could say in response to that, or even if he wants to. It fills him with all these conflicting emotions but it doesn't stop it from feeling any less wonderful when he's with Stiles' like this.
Stiles gives a muffled noise when Derek moves forward to kiss him, sliding his hands over the back of the alpha, his mate. He pushes down against Derek's fingers, body still tight and hot and wanting.
He pulls back to speak, a little breathless for Derek and because of the way his hips shift down against his hand. "I want this. I want you, Derek."
He twists the fingers slowly inside Stiles, stretching him open bit by bit, almost finding it hard to comprehend that Stiles still wanted with. Wanted him.
"I want you," He murmurs back, pushing in deeper before pulling back, "I want you so much."
He could feel a part of him whining to keep this, to keep Stiles and his mate. The other part of him was warning, Don't fuck this up. Both parts were equally intimidating.
"I'm still getting used to that one," Stiles says, letting out a small noise when Derek presses against him. "For instance - arousal is definitely something I'm learning right now -"
Stiles still keens softly, having to think for a moment before he can respond. "It's good," he pants out softly. "Definitely good, sorta smells like candy if I'm honest."
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He couldn't really figure out how to ask again either though so he just kissed Stiles again desperately and let his body keep on with this for awhile longer.
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It's a move he's seen in porn and he's sure it looks dumb but yeah, Derek opening him up is something he's thought about a lot.
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"I have lube," he mumbles after a moment, though he honestly wouldn't mind taking Stiles like this either.
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He's careful with his hand, pulling away from Stiles even though the friction is so nice, he takes a moment to admire how Stiles is laid out before him instead, running one hand along his hips and thighs. He nudges his legs apart and slips his hand between them and against Stiles' skin, searching for the tight ring of muscles presently hidden from his view.
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It's easy to tell when Derek finds it, both from feel and the fact that Stiles inhales softly, eyes fluttering closed.
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After feeling like he had worked it enough, he slipped the first digit inside, pressing slowly and carefully. He took a moment to match his breathing to Stiles as he moved it deeper.
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"Have you..." He felt a faint color rise onto his cheeks, "Ever done this before?"
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"In the shower, once or twice just a finger or two," he breathes out, cheeks turning a rosy red. "Not with - not with anyone else."
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"Sorry."
It almost made him want to stop for taking this away from Stiles, his fingers slowly scissoring and stretching him from the inside.
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"Derek, you're not taking anything. If I didn't want this, I wouldn't be here," he said seriously, looking straight at the alpha. "We're sharing this."
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He pulls back to speak, a little breathless for Derek and because of the way his hips shift down against his hand. "I want this. I want you, Derek."
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"I want you," He murmurs back, pushing in deeper before pulling back, "I want you so much."
He could feel a part of him whining to keep this, to keep Stiles and his mate. The other part of him was warning, Don't fuck this up. Both parts were equally intimidating.
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His fingers slide to bury in Derek's hair, his cheeks flushing for a different reason, pleased.
"I probably find that as strange as me wanting you," he says, but smiles. "I know both are true. You're not lying to me."
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"I know. I know you weren't lying either," And there's a small but visible smile there when he pulls away.
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"Duh. Super werewolf hearing and all," he mumbles when Derek pulls away, a small smile on his face still.
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