My pain is caused by my pleasure And my soul mate lives in your body I can't get you out of my head It never goes away
( an au where stiles is a werewolf. can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott, or possibly after he was offered the bite. maybe he was always a werewolf. )
For Stiles, the honesty is appreciated - the simple truth that yes, Derek's got him, not that it's okay or that it will get better.
He exhales softly and squeezes his arms around his alpha tighter. "Thank you," he says after a moment, sound a little stronger and not feeling like he's going to shake.
He holds on, leaning into Stiles almost as if he were a crutch,, wondering for a moment how he ever got along without this closeness and comfort.
Stiles was good for him, in so many different ways and he couldn't believe he never realized any of that until now. All because he let fear get the best of hi. He gave Stiles an extra squeeze, breathing in his scent and keeping him like this for just awhile longer.
"It just feels like a really bad time to talk about - that," he says with a wry smile down at Derek, indicating their mutual nakedness and post orgasmic haze that had long faded.
"Oh please, I think I would have noticed," Stiles laughs a little, shifting so he can look up at Derek. "And I was looking. You didn't even deadpan around me."
"Hey!" Stiles protests indignantly, but rolls when Derek pushes him back onto the bed, exposing his front to the alpha with not a care in the world. "I'm totally awesome, like way better than the others."
He huffs out when Derek bites him, body arching up a little. "When you make sense, yeah."
i apologize for any horrible typos that may be including in my tags as i am presently drunk
"Play favorites with my dick," he snarks at Derek, but he rolls his hips up against him with a little groan. The groan turns into a short bit of laughter at Derek's response.
"You're definitely already doing that," Stiles agrees breathlessly, licking at his lips and then rubbing his hips up as he arched his body, feeling his erection start to return and enjoying the sensation of rubbing against Derek.
He gave a little bit of a groan, feeling himself already starting to leak pre-come as he grinds against Stiles, mind whirring with what action they should be taking next but failing to remember what they had talked about before the mutual blow-jobs thing.
He couldn't really figure out how to ask again either though so he just kissed Stiles again desperately and let his body keep on with this for awhile longer.
Stiles kept rocking his body up, but he remembered what he'd asked of Derek. After a moment, he pulls away from the kiss to find Derek's hand, pulling it up to his mouth and, finding his middle and index fingers, sucks at them after a moment with a roll of his hips.
It's a move he's seen in porn and he's sure it looks dumb but yeah, Derek opening him up is something he's thought about a lot.
Derek is pretty sure Stiles doesn't look dumb, at least not with his cheeks flushed in they manner the seem to be constantly, regardless of whether he's a werewolf or not. The teen's body against his own is also incredibly alluring and after a moment he clues into what it was Stiles wanted him to do as well.
"I have lube," he mumbles after a moment, though he honestly wouldn't mind taking Stiles like this either.
Stiles mumbles something around Derek's fingers, then slides them out, his hips rolling up again, their erections rubbing against each other slickly. "Please," he says, his voice going deeper as he licks his lips again.
"If it hurts, tell me," he mumbles, eyes darkening as he watches Stiles' tongue dart out to wet his lips.
He's careful with his hand, pulling away from Stiles even though the friction is so nice, he takes a moment to admire how Stiles is laid out before him instead, running one hand along his hips and thighs. He nudges his legs apart and slips his hand between them and against Stiles' skin, searching for the tight ring of muscles presently hidden from his view.
"I will," Stiles mutters, though his body is already arching towards Derek's, loving the dark look in his eyes. He flushes a little under the observance, but he spreads his legs, bending them up a little at the knee.
It's easy to tell when Derek finds it, both from feel and the fact that Stiles inhales softly, eyes fluttering closed.
He teases it for a bit, trying to recall the sensation himself one those few experimental sessions some of which may have included Kate but most of which stemmed from his own curiosity.
After feeling like he had worked it enough, he slipped the first digit inside, pressing slowly and carefully. He took a moment to match his breathing to Stiles as he moved it deeper.
Stiles gave small hitching breaths as Derek worked him over and open, legs spreading wider and then Derek was pressing in, and he gave a small noise. It wasn't perfect, it was a little uncomfortable but it also felt interesting, and he breathed out deeply as Derek pressed his finger inside.
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He exhales softly and squeezes his arms around his alpha tighter. "Thank you," he says after a moment, sound a little stronger and not feeling like he's going to shake.
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Stiles was good for him, in so many different ways and he couldn't believe he never realized any of that until now. All because he let fear get the best of hi. He gave Stiles an extra squeeze, breathing in his scent and keeping him like this for just awhile longer.
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"Sorry about that," he apologized after a moment, shifting his legs to bracket Derek's.
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That was a joke, if the look on Derek's face was anything to go by.
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He's moving so he can push Stiles onto his back and crawl over him and nip back, "But at least you listen to me. ...More than Scott does anyways."
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He huffs out when Derek bites him, body arching up a little. "When you make sense, yeah."
i apologize for any horrible typos that may be including in my tags as i am presently drunk
It feels good, really good any he bites back a groan in the process, "But when you say stuff like that I'm tempted to exclude you from that list."
lol
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"I think I'm already doing that," he grunted, sliding against Stiles in an attempt to build more friction.
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He couldn't really figure out how to ask again either though so he just kissed Stiles again desperately and let his body keep on with this for awhile longer.
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It's a move he's seen in porn and he's sure it looks dumb but yeah, Derek opening him up is something he's thought about a lot.
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"I have lube," he mumbles after a moment, though he honestly wouldn't mind taking Stiles like this either.
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He's careful with his hand, pulling away from Stiles even though the friction is so nice, he takes a moment to admire how Stiles is laid out before him instead, running one hand along his hips and thighs. He nudges his legs apart and slips his hand between them and against Stiles' skin, searching for the tight ring of muscles presently hidden from his view.
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It's easy to tell when Derek finds it, both from feel and the fact that Stiles inhales softly, eyes fluttering closed.
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After feeling like he had worked it enough, he slipped the first digit inside, pressing slowly and carefully. He took a moment to match his breathing to Stiles as he moved it deeper.
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