[ open au ] moon baby

[benchwarming]

My pain is caused by my pleasure
And my soul mate lives in your body
I can't get you out of my head
It never goes away

( an au where stiles is a werewolf.
can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott,
or possibly after he was offered the bite.
maybe he was always a werewolf. )

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[sassywolf]

"Mm," not quite agreeing but not quire disagreeing either, he kisses Stiles back before pulling away, "You might look better with a little more hair though."

Not to mention he'd probably be able to smell Stiles better. He really didn't mind the buzz cut though, but it's be kind of fun to have something to grasp on occasion.

[benchwarming]

Stiles feels his smile fade a little. Truth be told, he cut his hair for his mom that first time - the subsequent times, because he just hadn't wanted to change it, to keep some part of her around.

But he chooses instead to murmur "I'll think about it," to Derek, pressing his face against his shoulder after a moment. His mother doesn't belong here, in this moment.

[sassywolf]

He didn't need to be a werewolf to sense the change his statement brought, though it certainly helped make him more aware of such things. He ran his hands over Stiles back in a soothing manner, resting his chin against the side of Stiles' head and breathing in.

"You don't have to if you don't want to."

[benchwarming]

"I know," Stiles says, a little quickly and then relaxes against Derek. "I do know. I just... I'll think about it," He repeats, closing his eyes and just focusing on the scent of Derek under his nose, surrounding him.

"I just - started doing it for her, at first. My mom," he says, feeling the words catch in his throat.

[sassywolf]

"Cancer?" He asks, his voice quiet.

He couldn't imagine watching his family slowly pass from this world. With Peter, there was a period of time when it was a question that rested on both his and Laura's mind, before he eventually stabilized though they thought he would never recover from his vegetable like state. He couldn't imagine how painful that might be.

[benchwarming]

Stiles nods after a moment, not able to say anything to explain it - explain the pain of watching his mom fade, even when he was hoping so much she'd recover, or how her smiles had been thinner and brittle.

Instead he just presses closer to Derek, giving a soft noise that sounds a lot like one of pain.

[sassywolf]

Derek just holds him tighter, more protectively in an attempt to offer him comfort and more. He'd like to give Stiles the strength to let go, but Derek knows that even after six years, he's still finding it difficult to let go of his own family so it's not his place to be there.

Support and comfort, that's a better place for him and one he feels more comfortable with. One that fills him feeling slightly more optimistic and hopeful of things to come.

He runs his hand over the short hair and breaths out, wanting to offer a simple 'it's okay' but he knows it's not, not entirely. "I've got you," and that's the truth, and right now he has no intention of letting go.

[benchwarming]

For Stiles, the honesty is appreciated - the simple truth that yes, Derek's got him, not that it's okay or that it will get better.

He exhales softly and squeezes his arms around his alpha tighter. "Thank you," he says after a moment, sound a little stronger and not feeling like he's going to shake.

[sassywolf]

He holds on, leaning into Stiles almost as if he were a crutch,, wondering for a moment how he ever got along without this closeness and comfort.

Stiles was good for him, in so many different ways and he couldn't believe he never realized any of that until now. All because he let fear get the best of hi. He gave Stiles an extra squeeze, breathing in his scent and keeping him like this for just awhile longer.

[benchwarming]

Stiles shifts against Derek, rubbing his cheek against his skin.

"Sorry about that," he apologized after a moment, shifting his legs to bracket Derek's.

[sassywolf]

"You don't have to apologize," Derek murmured, pressing a light kiss to the skin nearest his mouth.

[benchwarming]

"It just feels like a really bad time to talk about - that," he says with a wry smile down at Derek, indicating their mutual nakedness and post orgasmic haze that had long faded.

[sassywolf]

He lets a chuckle slip out, "It's fine. On the bright side I think I might actually have more respect for you now."

That was a joke, if the look on Derek's face was anything to go by.

[benchwarming]

"I think I might have less for you," Stiles says in a dry tone, looking at Derek with a little smile and then nudging his shoulder. "You made a joke."

[sassywolf]

"Maybe," nudging back and breathing out a small sigh, "Maybe you just never noticed when I've tried to crack one in the past."

[benchwarming]

"Oh please, I think I would have noticed," Stiles laughs a little, shifting so he can look up at Derek. "And I was looking. You didn't even deadpan around me."

[sassywolf]

"I'm the straight man in your double act," he gives Stiles a small shrug, "The way you jump when I intimidate you is actually hilarious."

[benchwarming]

"The scary part is, I think you believe that," Stiles says, biting at the nearest patch of skin on Derek. "But see, now I'm a wolf too, so."

[sassywolf]

Derek can't stop himself from grinning, growing a little cockier after Stiles bites him, "Still not a very good one."

He's moving so he can push Stiles onto his back and crawl over him and nip back, "But at least you listen to me. ...More than Scott does anyways."

[benchwarming]

"Hey!" Stiles protests indignantly, but rolls when Derek pushes him back onto the bed, exposing his front to the alpha with not a care in the world. "I'm totally awesome, like way better than the others."

He huffs out when Derek bites him, body arching up a little. "When you make sense, yeah."

i apologize for any horrible typos that may be including in my tags as i am presently drunk

[sassywolf]

"I may be inclined to play favorites," he hums, rolling right back down into Stiles as he presses up.

It feels good, really good any he bites back a groan in the process, "But when you say stuff like that I'm tempted to exclude you from that list."

lol

[benchwarming]

"Play favorites with my dick," he snarks at Derek, but he rolls his hips up against him with a little groan. The groan turns into a short bit of laughter at Derek's response.

[sassywolf]

He found himself licking his lips, tempted to go down for another taste but no, not yet.

"I think I'm already doing that," he grunted, sliding against Stiles in an attempt to build more friction.

[benchwarming]

"You're definitely already doing that," Stiles agrees breathlessly, licking at his lips and then rubbing his hips up as he arched his body, feeling his erection start to return and enjoying the sensation of rubbing against Derek.

[sassywolf]

He gave a little bit of a groan, feeling himself already starting to leak pre-come as he grinds against Stiles, mind whirring with what action they should be taking next but failing to remember what they had talked about before the mutual blow-jobs thing.

He couldn't really figure out how to ask again either though so he just kissed Stiles again desperately and let his body keep on with this for awhile longer.