[ open au ] moon baby

[benchwarming]

My pain is caused by my pleasure
And my soul mate lives in your body
I can't get you out of my head
It never goes away

( an au where stiles is a werewolf.
can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott,
or possibly after he was offered the bite.
maybe he was always a werewolf. )

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[sassywolf]

He moves into the kiss, lapping against Stiles' lips and inside his mouth as his arms find his way around him to hold him in a content manner.

[benchwarming]

Stiles ends up breaking the kiss to rub his face against Derek's, essentially, scenting him and nuzzling him while he wraps his arms around them.

"So that was a thing that happened," he mutters happily after a moment. He knows there's more but damn, that was a good start.

[sassywolf]

Derek gives a small nod and a slight hum as if to agree, "That was good."

There's a thrum in his veins that he's never felt before, not even with Kate and it feels amazing. So much so that he really wouldn't mind spending so much more time with Stiles like this.

[benchwarming]

"That was beyond good, that was amazing," Stiles said, like any teenaged boy who'd been allowed to come in his boyfriend's mouth for the first time would say.

Still, he's not just saying that, and he pushes closer to Derek, giving a contented noise. He knows he'll want to go again soon but he likes being close and naked like this.

[sassywolf]

There might be just a slight crinkle of a smile, poking its way into Derek's eyes and pulling at his lips as he kisses Stiles' shoulder. They fit together nicely, laying in the nude and Derek's sure he'll be ready for another round soon enough as his mind wanders back to how Stiles' mouth felt and how he tasted but for now just being like this is good too.

Better than good actually. A part of Derek whines for this and never wants to let go of this or Stiles, but knows he'll have to at some point, with or without the promise of it happening again.

[benchwarming]

Stiles knows no matter what they do today they'll have to seperate, him bound for home and work and daily things like school, and Derek working on the pack.

But he presses closer for now, enjoying how warm they both are and how comfortable that makes being nude together. He runs his hands over the alpha's head, through his hair and over his body. That it leaves Stiles' scent on him is secondary, he swears.

[sassywolf]

The fact that Stiles ran his hands through Derek's hair mean his scent is own Stiles almost equally as much and that pleases him, making him want to return the gesture in much the same way by moving in so his lips can brush over Stiles'. So his hands can run over the short and coarse hair on his head. So they can stay in this romantic dance that has them both lying still and breathing the same air.

"You're stunning."

[benchwarming]

Stiles blushes almost immediately, ducking his head down a little into Derek's hands.

"I feel like I should be saying that about you," he admits after a moment with a little grin, kissing Derek after a moment gently.

[sassywolf]

"Mm," not quite agreeing but not quire disagreeing either, he kisses Stiles back before pulling away, "You might look better with a little more hair though."

Not to mention he'd probably be able to smell Stiles better. He really didn't mind the buzz cut though, but it's be kind of fun to have something to grasp on occasion.

[benchwarming]

Stiles feels his smile fade a little. Truth be told, he cut his hair for his mom that first time - the subsequent times, because he just hadn't wanted to change it, to keep some part of her around.

But he chooses instead to murmur "I'll think about it," to Derek, pressing his face against his shoulder after a moment. His mother doesn't belong here, in this moment.

[sassywolf]

He didn't need to be a werewolf to sense the change his statement brought, though it certainly helped make him more aware of such things. He ran his hands over Stiles back in a soothing manner, resting his chin against the side of Stiles' head and breathing in.

"You don't have to if you don't want to."

[benchwarming]

"I know," Stiles says, a little quickly and then relaxes against Derek. "I do know. I just... I'll think about it," He repeats, closing his eyes and just focusing on the scent of Derek under his nose, surrounding him.

"I just - started doing it for her, at first. My mom," he says, feeling the words catch in his throat.

[sassywolf]

"Cancer?" He asks, his voice quiet.

He couldn't imagine watching his family slowly pass from this world. With Peter, there was a period of time when it was a question that rested on both his and Laura's mind, before he eventually stabilized though they thought he would never recover from his vegetable like state. He couldn't imagine how painful that might be.

[benchwarming]

Stiles nods after a moment, not able to say anything to explain it - explain the pain of watching his mom fade, even when he was hoping so much she'd recover, or how her smiles had been thinner and brittle.

Instead he just presses closer to Derek, giving a soft noise that sounds a lot like one of pain.

[sassywolf]

Derek just holds him tighter, more protectively in an attempt to offer him comfort and more. He'd like to give Stiles the strength to let go, but Derek knows that even after six years, he's still finding it difficult to let go of his own family so it's not his place to be there.

Support and comfort, that's a better place for him and one he feels more comfortable with. One that fills him feeling slightly more optimistic and hopeful of things to come.

He runs his hand over the short hair and breaths out, wanting to offer a simple 'it's okay' but he knows it's not, not entirely. "I've got you," and that's the truth, and right now he has no intention of letting go.

[benchwarming]

For Stiles, the honesty is appreciated - the simple truth that yes, Derek's got him, not that it's okay or that it will get better.

He exhales softly and squeezes his arms around his alpha tighter. "Thank you," he says after a moment, sound a little stronger and not feeling like he's going to shake.

[sassywolf]

He holds on, leaning into Stiles almost as if he were a crutch,, wondering for a moment how he ever got along without this closeness and comfort.

Stiles was good for him, in so many different ways and he couldn't believe he never realized any of that until now. All because he let fear get the best of hi. He gave Stiles an extra squeeze, breathing in his scent and keeping him like this for just awhile longer.

[benchwarming]

Stiles shifts against Derek, rubbing his cheek against his skin.

"Sorry about that," he apologized after a moment, shifting his legs to bracket Derek's.

[sassywolf]

"You don't have to apologize," Derek murmured, pressing a light kiss to the skin nearest his mouth.

[benchwarming]

"It just feels like a really bad time to talk about - that," he says with a wry smile down at Derek, indicating their mutual nakedness and post orgasmic haze that had long faded.

[sassywolf]

He lets a chuckle slip out, "It's fine. On the bright side I think I might actually have more respect for you now."

That was a joke, if the look on Derek's face was anything to go by.

[benchwarming]

"I think I might have less for you," Stiles says in a dry tone, looking at Derek with a little smile and then nudging his shoulder. "You made a joke."

[sassywolf]

"Maybe," nudging back and breathing out a small sigh, "Maybe you just never noticed when I've tried to crack one in the past."

[benchwarming]

"Oh please, I think I would have noticed," Stiles laughs a little, shifting so he can look up at Derek. "And I was looking. You didn't even deadpan around me."

[sassywolf]

"I'm the straight man in your double act," he gives Stiles a small shrug, "The way you jump when I intimidate you is actually hilarious."