My pain is caused by my pleasure And my soul mate lives in your body I can't get you out of my head It never goes away
( an au where stiles is a werewolf. can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott, or possibly after he was offered the bite. maybe he was always a werewolf. )
[ Well, they're going to have a hard time moving from this topic now that Derek's thinking about it in a little more detail. ]
Yeah...
[ He bit down on his bottom lip, imagining Stiles following through on that front and wow. He needed to stop thinking about it or this was going to get awkward. ]
[ Stiles is surprised that Derek does that, but he nudges his nose against his neck but doesn't bite down. Acknowledging Derek doing that without making him submit. ]
What? No, [ Stiles says with a sharp shake of his head, curling a hand around the back of Derek's neck. ] Still honestly trying to get over you wanting me. You wanting me to top is just nothing compared to that.
Because I'm me? I'm research guy who got kidnapped by your uncle and bit by him. I got Scott bitten because I like to sneak around. I'm awesome at helping the people I fucked over, but I still get people into trouble. I'm just the weird ADD kid who can't focus.
[ He looks away as he says it, as if not wanting to see Derek's reaction. Normally he doesn't voice such thoughts out loud, feeling melodramatic if he does, but right now... he can't stop himself. ]
[ Derek pauses, watching Stiles sympathetically for a moment before reaching out to touch him and remind him that he's here. That they're here and that they're now bound to each other. ]
What I see is some sometimes annoying teenager who sticks his neck out too far to help others, and is selfless and reliable when it counts most. One that spends maybe too much time researching so he can get an edge on whatever happens and remains incredibly down to earth so the rest of us don't just... lift away.
[ Stiles settles himself closer against Derek, as if that were possible, pressing his cheek into his hand. Way to kill the mood, Stiles, he thinks, but he also thinks this kind of heart to heart was more important. ]
[ On the upside, this is only the start of their day together which, now that Derek is thinking about it, feels almost like a honeymoon.
Moon. He doubts that was intentional.
He's leaning into Stiles' hand regardless and nuzzling against it. He wants to ask Stiles if they're just going to spend the day like this. Talking about things and being close like this but honestly, Derek can't bring himself to mind it. ]
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[ Stiles seems vaguely intrigued by this. ]
I mean, if we take in the fact that the pack is going to defer to me a little more and make me stronger...
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[ He nodded along to the second part. ]
That naturally is a part of it but because of this, [ Grasping Stiles' wrist ] it'll be stronger.
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[ Stiles presses his wrist into Derek's hold, suddenly smirking a little. ] Does that mean I might get to top sometimes?
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[ It's equally serious and asked with a quirk of his brow. ]
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[ How they had come to get on this topic is now something that Derek is actively wondering however. ]
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Well, that's good to know. [ he shifts, settling in Derek's hold. ]
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Yeah...
[ He bit down on his bottom lip, imagining Stiles following through on that front and wow. He needed to stop thinking about it or this was going to get awkward. ]
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Now you're thinking about it, aren't you.
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Maybe.
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[ But his tone is curious and lighthearted, and he bites at Derek's chin after he says it. ]
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Is it strange?
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Is what strange?
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To you.
For me to want this.
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[ He looks away as he says it, as if not wanting to see Derek's reaction. Normally he doesn't voice such thoughts out loud, feeling melodramatic if he does, but right now... he can't stop himself. ]
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What I see is some sometimes annoying teenager who sticks his neck out too far to help others, and is selfless and reliable when it counts most. One that spends maybe too much time researching so he can get an edge on whatever happens and remains incredibly down to earth so the rest of us don't just... lift away.
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You make the pack sound like a bunch of balloons. [ But he rubs his cheek against Derek's hand. ] Thank you.
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Moon. He doubts that was intentional.
He's leaning into Stiles' hand regardless and nuzzling against it. He wants to ask Stiles if they're just going to spend the day like this. Talking about things and being close like this but honestly, Derek can't bring himself to mind it. ]
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i feel like i should mention that i'm using 'erred' in the middle english sense of the word
there... there's another way to use it?!...
dictionary says it can be used as "mistaken"........ .. .
i guess but i'm just like who would
that is a very good question
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I - I swore I responded to this, i deleted the email and everything
sfsdhig maybe you forgot to send it through? It happens.
but i sent it! my phone must have messed up
sob probably ;n;
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dfsoagjs did you really
i.. did. now i want a fic of laura and derek watching spn...
and judging all the supernatural stuff
"Silver? Really?"
"I wish salt worked like that."
"How can she even eat those fries if she's a demon?"
"this show doesn't even work by its own rules!"
"Maybe we should turn it off......"
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i apologize for any horrible typos that may be including in my tags as i am presently drunk
lol
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