My pain is caused by my pleasure And my soul mate lives in your body I can't get you out of my head It never goes away
( an au where stiles is a werewolf. can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott, or possibly after he was offered the bite. maybe he was always a werewolf. )
[ He nods in understanding but stills when Stiles' hand cups the side of his face.
It didn't have to be romantic, if Stiles didn't want it to be but he could feel that attraction, and he was certain that it was one Stiles shared that with him. ]
[ Stiles Stilinksi doesn't do things in halves. And he knows he's been attracted to Derek, and so a moment after that he's shifting forward, drawing Derek towards him so that he can kiss the Alpha.
It's chaste, the best way to put it, a soft drag of mouths against each other. It makes Stiles' heart race either way. ]
[ Derek's arms envelope Stiles, holding him there as he deepens the kiss, not having realized that he maybe wanted this just as much as Stiles seemed to. It makes a feeling stur in his gut, like all the anxieties he hadn't realized where building up were suddenly put at ease. ]
[ Derek was actually beginning to think that things might actually work out this time.
He would just have to trust Stiles and he didn't doubt that it would take plenty of time and hard work but it would be worth it. Or at least, he hoped it would. ]
[ Stiles knows that accepting this won't make it suddenly easy for either of them. He's probably going to challenge Derek in ways that don't benefit the pack or them, and Derek and he both have trust issues.
He pulls away from the kiss to lean his forehead against Derek's, petting his hair still. Somehow he thinks it's still gonna work out. ]
[ Derek's okay with that. They're both aware of those truths and Derek doesn't mind. He closes his eyes, feeling Stiles' forehead press against his own. He breaths in. ]
[ Whatever that personal theory is, it doesn't make Derek kick his leg, though it does make him lean in with the utmost content and enjoyment. It even earns a pleased smile and a whine when Stiles stops. ]
[ But Stiles is only just following the thread of conversation, rubbing his cheek firmly against Derek's and letting out a small sigh, fingers going still in his hair. ]
That means she's gonna wanna come too you realize.
[ Stiles points it out pragmatically, but still sinks into Derek's touch obligingly. Lydia isn't even on his radar. For many reasons, but he doesn't want her, he wants Derek. ]
[ He nips at Stiles' skin for the remark but his hands do come up to hold the front of his shirt, tugging Stiles back to the couch that he keeps in the station for when one or another feels the need to take a break from things.
He flops down and brings Stiles down on top of him. ]
[ Stiles goes easily with Derek, giving a small grunt when he's pulled on top of Derek, squirming around until he's settled against the man in a way that's comfortable for him.
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[ Not that he could if he wanted, he understands, but he keeps his gaze met with Derek's, letting him know that he wouldn't.
That includes Scott.
He reaches his arm out, the newly bitten one, and cups one of Derek's cheeks, like he's not sure what he's doing but he wants to do it anyway. ]
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It didn't have to be romantic, if Stiles didn't want it to be but he could feel that attraction, and he was certain that it was one Stiles shared that with him. ]
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It's chaste, the best way to put it, a soft drag of mouths against each other. It makes Stiles' heart race either way. ]
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All the anxiety Stiles has been feeling since Peter bit him loosens, and he shifts closer with a soft noise. ]
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He would just have to trust Stiles and he didn't doubt that it would take plenty of time and hard work but it would be worth it. Or at least, he hoped it would. ]
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He pulls away from the kiss to lean his forehead against Derek's, petting his hair still. Somehow he thinks it's still gonna work out. ]
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I guess this is new for both of us...
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Probably more for me than you... but yeah.
we should get others in on this if we can for hilariously awkward pack times
We should probably call the pack together...
i. i know an isaac and she's busy ;A; same with the lydia
Yeah, it's probably better to tell them than to let them figure it out at school. I can't see that ending well.
i know an isaac too but i think she's at work presently ;n; they know a jackson....
Yeah...
we'll see what we can round up?
Um. I can handle calling them, I think, or you can, or we both can. Whatever you think works.
sounds good to me!
[ He doesn't move away from Stiles to pull out his phone though, simply breathing in Stiles' scent at this point. ]
/lazes
[ Stiles' voice trails off, and he leans forward to sniff at Derek, his cheek brushing Derek's. ]
...smell good.
/procrastinates
Talk to Lydia...
[ But he nuzzles against Stiles unable to believe how much he wanted this. ]
lol we're so bad
[ But Stiles is only just following the thread of conversation, rubbing his cheek firmly against Derek's and letting out a small sigh, fingers going still in his hair. ]
blames the fanfics
[ He sort of growls as he rests his chin on Stiles' shoulder. ]
always blame the fanfics
[ Stiles points it out pragmatically, but still sinks into Derek's touch obligingly. Lydia isn't even on his radar. For many reasons, but he doesn't want her, he wants Derek. ]
darn distracting fanfics
[ It isn't until they're like this that Derek realizes how exhausted he is and how little sleep he's been running on this entire week. ]
huhuhu
[ He'll try, anyway, and then he's rubbing his hand across the back of Derek's neck, feeling how the older man relaxes. He swallows. ]
You wanna rest first?
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[ He noses Stiles' collarbone. ]
Will you stay?
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No, I'm gonna go out and buy some blow, see how a werewolf body takes it. Yeah, I'll stay, Derek.
[ His voice goes soft, nosing at the side of Derek's head in turn. ]
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He flops down and brings Stiles down on top of him. ]
...Good.
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He brushes his hand through his hair. ]
Get some sleep, grumpy alpha. I'll be right here.
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we could timeskip to after the meeting? :|a
it would probably be easiest if we did :|b
boop boop I figure you can write in Derek reactions idk
I can and will. c:
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i feel like i should mention that i'm using 'erred' in the middle english sense of the word
there... there's another way to use it?!...
dictionary says it can be used as "mistaken"........ .. .
i guess but i'm just like who would
that is a very good question
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I - I swore I responded to this, i deleted the email and everything
sfsdhig maybe you forgot to send it through? It happens.
but i sent it! my phone must have messed up
sob probably ;n;
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dfsoagjs did you really
i.. did. now i want a fic of laura and derek watching spn...
and judging all the supernatural stuff
"Silver? Really?"
"I wish salt worked like that."
"How can she even eat those fries if she's a demon?"
"this show doesn't even work by its own rules!"
"Maybe we should turn it off......"
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