My pain is caused by my pleasure And my soul mate lives in your body I can't get you out of my head It never goes away
( an au where stiles is a werewolf. can be because he was bitten by peter hale instead of scott, or possibly after he was offered the bite. maybe he was always a werewolf. )
[ He was really quite close to wanting to shove Stiles against something but resisted the urge, he kept his eyes on him through the flash. At this point, Derek was almost willing to peg Stiles as more unruly than Scott. ]
[ Those words kind of hurt, but Stiles does his best to cover the hurt expression. He salutes sarcastically and turns to leave the Hale house, senses on alert for hunters. ]
stiles should tell him about the meeting. that would be good B)
[ Derek spends the next while brooding and being harder on the pack as a result. There are whispers amongst the group on occasion (about a fight with him and Stiles) usually accompanied by snickers, so for the next while Derek takes to staying in the subway station. ]
[ He was letting his air of intimidation spiral out, hoping that maybe this time he could expect Stiles to fall under it like the others seemed to, at least to some extent. But there was a part of him that knew that was hardly wanted at all. He enjoyed the challenges Stiles presented him and he wanted to embrace it but didn't know how. ]
[ For a moment, it seemed like Stiles seemed to bow under that air of intimidation, eyes turning down to the ground. Then he seemed to snap his shoulders back, looking up at Derek. ]
Scott had a meeting with Mr. Argent about meeting with you. You're going to have to contact him to work out the details, but he's willing to talk and would you stop with that posturing shit?
Which is why you've neglected to come by at all in the past week.
[ Since they had last argued but there was that itching sensation again. That one that both begged him to move closer and submit to Stiles without actually submitting. ]
[ Because he hadn't, not really and Derek knew it was strange and irrational but he had hoped Stiles would come back and maybe apologize. The apology was optional, he didn't really expect Stiles from doing that but it would have been nice. ]
That's the problem! I don't know what you want and when I do, it's almost always the opposite of what I'm after and I don't know how to give what you're looking for!
You and Scott are the only two that don't listen to me and don't obey when I give an order but at least with Scott I could count on him to come around.
[ He was shaking his own hands, out like he was almost expecting Stiles to give him something. ]
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[ He was really quite close to wanting to shove Stiles against something but resisted the urge, he kept his eyes on him through the flash. At this point, Derek was almost willing to peg Stiles as more unruly than Scott. ]
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[ Stiles' temper was still boiling, his eyes still gold, before he looked down at the phone as it buzzed, frowning. ]
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I don't approve of it. You already know why so I don't see why you would assume I would give your idea my support.
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[ Stiles isn't even looking at Derek as he says it. ]
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WE SHALL HAVE TO FOLLOW THIS THREAD UP timeskip or wrap or have an idea?
I can see that. Anything else you want to yell about? I need to actually be at Scott's to talk to him about this.
I'm cool with a time skip? to what though idek
stiles telling him about a meeting? or possibly scott being a butthead and refusing to do a meeting
stiles should tell him about the meeting. that would be good B)
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But eventually, unfamiliar footsteps were entering Derek's subway abode, and with it a loud voice. ]
Ugh, lair de creeper.
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He didn't jump when he saw Derek, but only because he heard him coming. ]
So, I've got some good news for you.
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[ He was letting his air of intimidation spiral out, hoping that maybe this time he could expect Stiles to fall under it like the others seemed to, at least to some extent. But there was a part of him that knew that was hardly wanted at all. He enjoyed the challenges Stiles presented him and he wanted to embrace it but didn't know how. ]
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Scott had a meeting with Mr. Argent about meeting with you. You're going to have to contact him to work out the details, but he's willing to talk and would you stop with that posturing shit?
[ Stiles snapped the last part at Derek. ]
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[ He said first, his stare fixing to unimpressed at the end. ]
And you need to stop challenging me.
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[ Stiles asked it dubiously, then raised an eyebrow at Derek. ]
Dude, I'm not challenging you. I step way out of your business when it's not my business.
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[ But he kept a firm stare at Stiles, not really seeing things in the same light as the teen when it came to business. ]
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[ Stiles throws his arms out after a moment. ]
What do you want, Derek. You're already my alpha, I acknowledged the hell out of that, what else do you need?
[ Maybe, to explain to Derek why the Alpha voice didn't exactly work on him. Then again, had Derek ever used it on him? ]
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[ A temporary one. ]
Which is why you've neglected to come by at all in the past week.
[ Since they had last argued but there was that itching sensation again. That one that both begged him to move closer and submit to Stiles without actually submitting. ]
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[ Except the comments from Erica asking him if he'd had a fight with daddy hadn't exactly reassured him that it was working out well.
And, well, he remembered I don't want you here and something in him - his wolf - felt like it had howled angrily. ]
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[ The comment was sarcastic but seemed to capture all the betrayal Derek felt which he cursed just slightly as the words came out. ]
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The anger doesn't leave, but he does seem to deflate a bit. ]
All right - all right, what did I do wrong.
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[ Because he hadn't, not really and Derek knew it was strange and irrational but he had hoped Stiles would come back and maybe apologize. The apology was optional, he didn't really expect Stiles from doing that but it would have been nice. ]
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[ Stiles raises his hands to gesture and then drops them. ]
You can't not tell me this shit. I only know so much.
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You and Scott are the only two that don't listen to me and don't obey when I give an order but at least with Scott I could count on him to come around.
[ He was shaking his own hands, out like he was almost expecting Stiles to give him something. ]
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we should get others in on this if we can for hilariously awkward pack times
i. i know an isaac and she's busy ;A; same with the lydia
i know an isaac too but i think she's at work presently ;n; they know a jackson....
we'll see what we can round up?
sounds good to me!
/lazes
/procrastinates
lol we're so bad
blames the fanfics
always blame the fanfics
darn distracting fanfics
huhuhu
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we could timeskip to after the meeting? :|a
it would probably be easiest if we did :|b
boop boop I figure you can write in Derek reactions idk
I can and will. c:
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i feel like i should mention that i'm using 'erred' in the middle english sense of the word
there... there's another way to use it?!...
dictionary says it can be used as "mistaken"........ .. .
i guess but i'm just like who would
that is a very good question
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I - I swore I responded to this, i deleted the email and everything
sfsdhig maybe you forgot to send it through? It happens.
but i sent it! my phone must have messed up
sob probably ;n;
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